God is our rescue. That concept is new too me. Not that he is our saviour but that He is out rescue. There is a difference. In the past while I've been so stressed out about the up and coming to move that I let myself get caught up in it. I don't know how the realization He can rescue me came about, but it did and what it showed me was that wether I am flipping out with anxiety or not, God is still there and He's still going to extend His hand for my benefit. Slowly but surely He's teaching me to let go of my life. To release the wheel to Him and let come what may. A wise woman once told me that god will never give me second best. I'm tired of choosing it for myself. I'm worth more than that. It amazes me everyday that God is teaching me so much and I haven't even entered my time in Esperanza. These lessons He's teaching me are not easy lessons to learn however when I begin to feel as if I'm slipping God is always there to catch me He's truly rescuing me, every second of everyday and in time I'll be able to pass this token of hope on to someone who may need it just as much as I do. With al these things God is growing in me I know He's has a plan for them to be in use in Esperanza.
You're plan is the best one for me God.
Thank you.